stars

star gazing was fun with kelly tonight. so pretty and i love it.
I'm mentally weak and i can't bear this anymore but the fights my mom and i get into have happened since 2nd grade and they are getting worsE. i Hate being here sometimes and i wish i had a family that i enjoyed being around.
I desire for that one day. i just thought i would excpress how angry i am with everything thats going on, and how easily i can feel so broken and hurt by people. I can't remember the last time i saw her laugh for longer than 2 minutes.
im leaving now, to do homework .