Thursday, January 28, 2010

really bummed.

i didnt make festival choir. i made emsemble, but not what i audtioned for. it's exam week so i was already stresed ou about that and then this too. i literally walked in the hall way crying like an idiot. i coudn't help it. i really wanted to be apart of that beautiful sounding group, but i guess not all things happen the way we want them too. to get my mind off, im going to the park with kelly.
i have one more exam tommrow which is going to be very easy i hope. i didn't sleep much last night. after having a conversation with a friend of mine, i had thoughts going everywhere and couldn't seem to rest in peace. i don't know what is going on or what im suppose to be up too. i thought music was something God wantd me doing and i thought i could witness through it at my school, but i Guess theres somethings better? Its hard being patient, and knowing that everything will work out if we place it in God's hands.

My encouragement is to live life. don't expect something to greatly, because you might get dis appointed. like i did today. i know it's been hectic for alot of us recently, so just try and make the best of this crazy world.
so far, ive gotten a 83 and 85. i wonder whats next for my exams. i know i failed chem and algebra2. but, we'll see. i left my sweat shirt, at weag last night so i need to go get that.
the weather is pretty today, so im going to go enjoy that while it's here.
like on the bright side, literally.


  1. Trust God to Do it His Way


    "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts"
    (Isaiah 55:9, NIV)

    TODAY'S WORD from Joel and Victoria

    Every person has things they're believing for, situations they want to see changed, and dreams God has placed in their hearts. But sometimes, we try to figure out how it's all going to happen. If we're not careful, we'll put God in a box and try to tell Him how to do it, when to do it, and where to do it. Today's scripture tells us that God's ways are not our ways. They are higher and better than our ways.

    If you don't get your way, if things don't happen on your timetable, instead of getting discouraged, why don't you believe that God has something better in store? Just because it doesn't happen your way doesn't mean it's not going to happen. Remember, God has a plan. He's got it all figured out. Don't limit Him by trying to get it done your way. Instead, simply say, "God, I'm trusting You. I know You have my best interest at heart. And even if I don't get my way, I'm going to stay open and believe that You're still directing my steps into the abundant life You have for me."


    Heavenly Father, I choose to trust You. I cast my cares on You. I give You my plans, dreams, and desires for the future. Thank You for working behind the scenes on my behalf. Give me Your peace as I wait patiently to see Your plan unfold. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

  2. That was my electronic devo for today... I knew it would come into good use :) Also, "Have Your Way" by Brit Nicole came on my ipod today.. I think it would be a great song for you to listen to! I know how you feel girl, but God's got it all planned out!

  3. nikki thank you so much i havent been on and just read this you are very right i love you lets get lunch sometime. your too amazing. and i love that song. have your way!!!!!!