tonight

i saw him tonight. it was different, wasnt what i expected.
it's not easy to stay away from someone you were so close to, and care so much about still.
he brought back alot memories.
but, im different and i have remember that. i cant go back to who i was. it would be like starting back at page one. God save me, help me, restore me. This is personal, i know. I might make my own private blog, heather inspired me.
today was a good day, im going to be up night studying for exams. yay! love it.
i love you guys.